murphy's law

things that can go wrong will go wrong. uhm... well, I don't remember it exactly, but I think that's more or less what murphy's law is all about. in the beginning I don't really understand what it means, not until after the last few days since I've joined that organisation last month.

the first time they gave me a contract to sign, I had this awkward, doubtful feeling on whether or not to take the job and sign the contract. I felt that there was something funny (or should i say discrepant?) between some points stated in the contract and the real works that I have to do. there was a missing link there.

however, as stupid and unassertive as I am, I continued signing in the contract and join the bloody club. by doing so, I am subscribing my daily life for the next 3-4 months into another uncomfortable (to avoid using the word 'disastrous') zone.

And it reached its height yesterday, when I fucked up one of my works. fucked up big time. one thing I've never done during my last 10 years of work experience. I tried so hard not to blame it on other things.

all I can do is just referring back to this murphy's law. things that can go wrong will go wrong. I should've trusted my hunch when my subconscious mind started giving that doubtful feeling. I should've remembered what paulo coelho has implied in almost all of his books on reading the omens.

now I just can't help but wonder whether I should continue or just give it up. I know it sounds like a coward or a quitter. but hey, why bother continue dipping yourself in a deep shit when you can shift your life to a slightly better condition? I do realise that I need the money, but somehow it's just not worth this restless situation.

i'm still on the track, baby!

yes... ternyata turun kelas dari pr 2 menjadi 0 belum terlalu mempengaruhi peluang mendapat pekerjaan mudah di internet. barusan saya mencoba login di blogsvertise dan keranjang sampah saya terlihat aktif dengan beberapa tawaran. dan saya ambillah satu yang bernilai 10. lumayan.

berarti kemarin2 ini masalahnya mungkin karena saya tidak pernah login di waktu yang tepat untuk memungut pekerjaan di keranjang itu. semoga begitu, bukan karena bvs belum memasukkan blog saya ke daftar hitam blog tak ber-PR :D

emang dasar...

emang dasar belum rejekinya dapet duit dengan cara gampang kali ya. lagi sering2nya dapet kerjaan senilai 10 usd, eeeh pr-nya dihajar sama si mas google. jadi lah blog ini turun kelas dari ber-pr 2 menjadi 0.

awal2 baru turun jadi 0 sih masih sempat juga ambil kerjaan dan masih dapat yang seharga 10 usd. tapi belakangan mulai jarang nih. entah karena saya mulai tidak sempat nongkrongin keranjang sampah di jam yang tepat, atau memang karena pr saya berkurang lalu keranjang sampah tak lagi ada isinya? entahlah.

yang saya tahu, mungkin memang belum rejeki dapet duit secara gampang. padahal meskipun gampang, nilainya belum terlalu berlimpah ruah. yaah, terpaksalah merambah kembali dunia kerja yang sebenarnya.

tapi tetap berharap, semoga keranjang sampah saya masih sering terisi.

Build your body

Who wouldn’t like to have a perfectly built body? Of course everyone would like to have one. Thus, many of them put some efforts to build their bodies, some would go to the gym regularly, the other prefers to consume supplement.

For those who choose to take some cheap supplements intake, there are various choices at great prices offered by Mr. Supplement, which also will deliver your order right to your door step in Australia. You can even order redbak complete protein from that page, just click it and then wait for the delivery. So, isn’t that a nice option for you to keep your body in shape?

Blockbuster movies

It’s been quite some time since the last time I went to a cinema to watch some blockbuster movies. Maybe I haven’t gone to the cinema for ages, and I wonder why. Then I realise, it must be this DVD thing. I watch movies at home most of the time now.

It is more comfortable to watch it at home. I can either just buy the movie or sometimes go to a rental place. And nowadays, it seems like technology makes my life easier, because I can just rent the blockbuster online. Meaning, all I have to do is just order the movies I want to watch from some online movies rentals. And even better, I can also order games from online game rentals.

No more gambling

I just notice that the title above makes me looks like a gambler who is trying to stop gambling. To tell you the truth, I am not a gambler. I couldn’t even gamble to save my life. Trust me on that. But frankly, I like to see people gambling, should it be on poker, black jack, roulette or just playing slots. It looks fun, and more interestingly, it’s not my money that lost in the game. Haha.

I like to watch people playing the games and betting their money not only in a real casino building, but also in an online casino game. Well, of course the atmosphere is quite different between the real and online casino game, but somehow the fun is still there. To see the expression of a person winning the game is as interesting as to see him lose it, either in the real or online game. And if I’m lucky enough, my friend would treat me a yummy dinner when he wins some pennies :D

first timer syndrome

waktunya kembali ke dunia pekerjaan. dan senin ini adalah hari pertama saya kembali ke dunia itu. agak deg2an juga sih, terutama setelah 6 bulan terakhir ini saya sangat menikmati hidup bebas tanpa keterikatan kewajiban2 pekerjaan kantor. fiuh.

wake up! wake up! it's time to go back to the real world. it's time to exercise the grownup´s life. it sucks, but you have to deal with it.

bubye speedy

whoa, akhirnya saya bisa mengucapkan selamat tinggal speedy. setelah beberapa bulan terakhir harus sering merasa was2 atas penggunaan akses internet speedy yang melewati batas 1 gb per bulan, mulai hari ini saya bisa bernafas lega.

mulai senin besok saya bisa mulai berhenti langganan speedy. sekarang saya mencoba layanan quasar yang bekerja sama dengan xl dengan koneksi mobilequ. cukup dengan 330 ribu per bulan, flat rate, saya bisa mengakses internet 24 jam sehari di mana saja. yup, dengan menggunakan hp 3g sebagai modem, saya bisa mengakses internet dari laptop saya di manapun, selama lokasi itu bisa menerima sinyal xl secara baik.

memang sih, untuk ukuran kecepatan, quasar masih jauh lebih lambat dibanding speedy. saat ini saja saya tersambung hanya dengan kecepatan 460 kbps. tak apalah, yang penting tidak perlu lagi ada perasaan was2 kalau di akhir bulan tagihan speedy melonjak karena over limit.

yah kita lihat saja layanannya dalam beberapa bulan ke depan ini. moga2 sih tidak ada masalah yang terlalu mengganggu.