i am weak... indeed, i am!

just got back from checking out my old house. and it gives me nauseas again. suddenly i've got headache.

apparently i had some guests. and they had left some messages. not too harsh, but cynical enough to give me this funny, uncomfortable feeling in my stomach.

unknown guests. they are not completely unknown, though. i have this invisible tracking device, so i could make some rough guess about who they are and where they are from. they just didn't realise that actually they are not completely anonymous.

but still, i feel so restless.